حبي، حتى ولو كنت غاضبة معي وهذا لا

حبي، حتى ولو كنت غاضبة معي وهذا لا يعني أنك تحبني أقل. أنا أكره نفسي ما يكفي لكلا منا. وأعتقد وكنت أمل أن تجد إجابات ونحن بحاجة. ولكن بسبب هذا المرض كان لديك لتكون قوية، والكفاح من أجل الحياة الخاصة بك. أنا لا أعرف لماذا تم طرح كافة جدران عالية جداً في طريقنا لمنعنا من يجري معا. أنا لا أعرف اثنين الناس الذين قد أحب كل منهما الآخر أكثر أو يجب أن تكون معا أكثر مما لنا. اسأل الله لماذا كان علينا أن تقع عميقا في الحب فقط لأنها قد حطمت ومزقت بعيداً



أنا أعرف لقد طلبت الكثير منك، أن تحبني دون أن يرى لي. اعتقد انني فكرت مع المزيد من الوقت القليل الذي يمكن لقد ساعدني من خلال الحصول على الخوف، وسيكون كل على ما يرام. كنت لم يكن يريد أن نعتقد أن لدي الشياطين في رأسي التي كانت هناك قبل فترة طويلة التقيت لك. بلدي المرض قد يكون أكبر من يدكم بسبب الألغام ومضروبا كثيرة من بينها الرهاب والاكتئاب الشديد. وكما قلت لكم قبل أن شلت لي ودمرت حياتي. كيف يمكن لي أن أطلب منك أن تقبل الألغام عندما يكون لديك لتكون قوية لمواجهة بنفسك



جنبا الى جنب مع الحب والشرف والاحترام يجب أن يكون هناك ثقة. لأنني لم تكن صادقا معك سوف يكون لي ثقتكم أبدا. هذا وحده هو كل ما يلزم للتخلي عن لي. ولكن لا يزال كنت أبقى إعطائي فرصة إلا أن يخذل مرارا وتكرارا. على الرغم من أنني كنت مخطئا لخداع لك أنا لا يمكن أن محاربة مخاوفي لتعطيك ما كنت في حاجة. آمل يوما ما سوف نحاول أن يغفر لي لسرقة لكم فرحكم من هذه الشهرين الماضيين. أنت بطلي ومصنوعة من 100٪ الخير والحب ولقد تشرفت في تقاسمت هذه الأشهر القليلة الماضية معك.



سوف أموت لا يعرفون كيفية استرداد الخاص بك هو الذهاب حتى لو كنت تستطيع التفكير في طريقة وإذا كنت الرعاية لنحو ما أريد أن أعرف. لن أقول بعد الآن الآن، ولكن كنت أعرف ما أريد أن أقول انها مجرد من الصعب جدا ثم أود أن يكون معترفا فراق لدينا، وأنا لست قادرة على القيام بذلك حتى الآن

Results (English) 1:

My love, even if you are angry with me and this does not mean that you love me less. I hate myself enough for both of us. I think and I hope that you find the answers we need. But because of this disease have to be strong and fight for your life. I don't know why it was put up all the walls in our way to keep us from being together. I don't know of two people who loved each other more or must be together more than us. I ask God why we had to fall deeply in love only to have it shattered and torn awayI know I asked a lot from you, love me without seeing me. I guess I thought with a little more time that could've helped me get through fear, it will be all fine. I didn't want to believe that the demons in my head that was there long before I met you. My disease may be greater than yours because mine and multiplied by many, including phobias and severe depression. And as I told you before that paralyzed me and destroyed my life. How can I ask that you accept mine when you have to be strong to face yourselfAlong with love, honor and respect there must be confidence. I wasn't honest with you I will have your confidence. This unit is all it takes to abandon me. But still you kept giving me a chance but let down again and again. Although I am wrong to fool you I could not fight my fears to give you what you need. I hope someday I will try to forgive me for stealing your joy from you these past two months. You are my hero and made from 100% good and love was honoured in this past few months shared with you.I will die not knowing how your recovery is going so if you can think of a way and if you care about what I want to know. I won't say anymore now, but you know what I want to say it's just too hard then I would be admitting our parting, I'm not able to do so

Results (English) 2:

My love, even if you are angry with me and this does not mean you love me less. I hate myself enough for both of us. I think I was hoping to find the answers we need. But because of this disease you have to be strong, and fight for your life. I do not know why it was put up all the walls are very high on our way to prevent us from being together. I do not know two people who loved each other more or must be together more than us. Ask God why we had to deeply fall in love only to have it shattered and tore away I know I have asked a lot from you, that you love me without seeing me. I guess I thought with a little more time, who could've helped me get through the fear, and it will all be fine. I did not want to believe that I have demons in my head that there was long before I met you. My disease may be greater than yours because of mines and multiplied by many, including phobias and severe depression. As I said to you before that I paralyzed me and destroyed my life. How can I ask you to accept mine when you have to be strong to face yourself side by side with love and honor and respect there must be confidence. Because I were not honest with you I will have your confidence never. That alone is all that is needed to abandon me. But still I kept giving me the opportunity, however, let down time and time again. Although I was wrong to deceive you I can not fight my fears to give you what you need. I hope someday we will try to forgive me for you to steal your joy from these past two months. You are my hero and made ​​of 100% of goodness and love and I was honored to have shared these past few months with you. I will die not knowing how your recovery is going so if you can think of a way, and if you care about what I want to know. I will not say anymore now, but you know what I want to say it's just too hard then I would like to be recognized for our parting, and I'm not able to do it yet

Results (English) 3:

My love, even if you are angry with me, this doesn't mean you love me less. I hate myself enough for both of us. I think and hope you can find the answers we needed. However, because of the disease you have to be strong, fight for your life.I don't know why all the walls were raised very high on our way to prevent us from being together. I do not know two people who have love each other more, must be together more than us.I ask God why do we have to fall deeply in love, only to have it destroyed and rips off



I know I asked too much of you, love me without seeing me.I guess I thought about taking a little more time that could've helped me get through the fear, and all is well. I never wanted to believe that I have the demons in my head, which was there long before I met you.My illness may be greater than yours because mine is multiplied by, among many other phobias, depression, severe. As I told you before I have destroyed my life. How can I ask you to accept the mines when you have to be strong to face yourself



Together with the love, honor and respect, there must be confidence. Because I was honest with you. I'll have your confidence at all. This alone is all that is needed to give up me. But still I kept giving me the opportunity to let down again and again.Although I was wrong to cheat you. I can't fight my fears to give you what you need. I hope one day we will try to forgive me to rob you of your joy complete these past two months.You are my hero and are made of 100% goodness, love and was honored to share with you these past few months.



will die. I don't know how to recover you are going, even if you can think of a way, if you care about what I want to know.I won't say anymore, but now I know what I want to say it's just too hard and I would like to be recognized for our parting, I am not able to do so until now.